I actually started writing this weeks ago, but life has been very crazy lately. Short version: first accident ever, my fault, I was fine, car was not. I got the awesome experience of buying a new (used) car all by myself, renting a car when I’m under 25, and next week, I’ve got a court date. So yeah, blogging got shoved aside. Anyway…
I really didn’t think I’d write about this. At least not until I had completely run out of ideas. For some reason, though, a commercial I saw the other day inspired me.
Being a female engineer, or any kind of scientist for that matter, is something I’ve had to deal with for a while now. Ever since I was little, I was always better at math than Language Arts or social studies. As I got older, I was proud of the fact that I was a rarity among most girls. Even though I went to a “Magnet” Math & Science high school, most of the girls in my year in the program were good at those subjects, but didn’t particularly like them. I was one of the few to go to an engineering college.
My sister made a comment a while back about reasons for choosing OB/Gyn over orthopedic surgery. She mentioned orthopedics was very much a “boys’ club” and there was a lot of arrogance among them. I laughed a little, as the arrogance issue is a bit lower with the engineers I associate with, but I am so used to being in the “boys’ club.” By the end of my freshman year of college, I realized the male-to-female ratio of my friends was steadily growing larger until my last year, when I only had two good female friends.

My reactions aren't nearly as exciting as this girl's seem to be. No explosions for me.
Don’t get me wrong: I love my career choice. I would have been miserable if I had done most anything else. That being said, there are a lot of things that kind of suck about being a female scientist.
1. No one has any idea what I do. When I tell people I’m a research chemist at a rubber company that makes aerosol and pharmaceutical gaskets, or that I have a chemical engineering degree, 90% of the responses are “Oh, that sounds hard.” or “Cool. So….what do you do?” Sometimes it’s fun to freak people out, but on average, it gets old. I like what I do, and I think it’s really interesting. It’s just nice when I find someone that gets it, too.
2. Not having a “normal” job. Kind of relates to the first one, but I’m not exactly doing what a lot of people would expect. I recall many yearbook entries from high school like “You’ll change the world! I know it!” And now I’m spending my days fixing problems in rubber compounding recipes to make those tiny black rubber circles in all your aerosol cans and trigger pumps (among other things). Not the most glamorous job for a 23-year-old single girl living in the Chicago suburbs.
3. Dressing for work is a bitch. You want to wear nice clothes and look professional, but you’re also going to be working with materials and equipment that could ruin those clothes in a second. Dressing to look good while making sure you don’t care if your clothes are destroyed and you’ll be safe in a lab is very, very difficult. Also, determining the female equivalent to what all of your male coworkers are wearing can be hard as well. I’ve mostly been going with khaki pants, brown boots, and a polo shirt lately. Not much variation there.
4. So stereotypical, but it can be hard to be taken seriously. I know, this is the big complaint from female science-people, and females in general. But being a young, fresh-out-of-school engineer that’s a girl doesn’t gain a lot of credibility. I’m the youngest person at my company by about 15 years. Most of them have been doing this forever. And I’m a girl telling asking them to be more diligent and technical in their data logging. A lot of them really don’t want to listen to what I’ve got to say unless my boss approves (which he usually does, thankfully).
5. Being “the novelty.” On the other side, being a girl gets you treated as a novelty for a long time. I get it double right now since I’m the first new hire at my company in about 2 years, and like 4 years before that one. It’s almost fun at first with everyone being really nice and friendly, but it can get annoying after a while.
There were two reasons I was inspired to write this. First, I saw a commercial for something like arthritis treatment with a woman saying she could “do what she loves everyday,” which happened to be some kind of fashion design. I stopped and realized that every single one of those commercials has some woman doing some “girly” profession, and it got to me. There’s that one organization that’s all about getting young girls into math and sciences now so we can balance that field a bit when they get older, but everyday life isn’t doing much to help with that. The other was a friend of mine writing a blog entry about dressing professionally for the summer, which I chuckled at a bit as I’ve been going crazy for the last two months trying to bring some variation to my work wardrobe.
In all seriousness, this stuff usually doesn’t bother me much. Every once in a while, though, it’ll all hit me at once.
No Doubt – Just a Girl